Sunday, January 03, 2010

What Is The Point Of Saving My Name In This Town?

Oh 2009. Spring was bearable, Summer was absolutely incredible, Fall was terrible.

In some ways 2009 was the best year of my life. In many others, it was the worst.

The good:
Met so many amazing, inspiring, and just downright great people.
Went on tour.
Saw a bunch of good shows.
Started eating a lot more consciously.
Lived on my own for awhile.

The bad:
After the summer I became completely un-enthused towards nearly everything. Lonely and depressed.
Still stuck at a crappy school because I care about how other people feel, even though I can't truthfully seem to say as much for the other person.
Technically still living at home.
Got two speeding tickets, one when my speedometer was broken.
Let people use and take advantage of me like I always do.

In 2009, more people walked into my life than out, totally unlike last year. Unfortunately, I am almost being forced to walk out of theirs, due to my current static location. Talking on the Internet, seeing each other every few months, and getting an occasional text can only do so much, you know?

As always, I have no resolutions for the new year. This way, I can't get mad at myself when I fail in sticking to anything.

To 2010, let's hope this year is better than the last.

Oh, and PS, in case you were wondering, 5 As and a B+ this semester. Not too bad for never studying or trying, eh?