I've Been Searching For A Reason To Call This Town Home...

I really hate this time of year. Everyone seems so happy except me. I'm not gonna go into a whole big spiel about it, because no one cares, but I don't really have much to look forward to. Everyone seems to be paired up with someone, and I don't just mean that relationship wise. Everyone has some "bestfriend" figure in their lives that they always have fun with no matter what. I don't have that. It feels like I'm pretty distant from everyone. The only thing I can truthfully say I enjoy right now is booking shows then seeing the smiles on people's faces when the bands play, then talking to / getting to know them after the show. I really wish I had my own venue.